For good reason, I call it sensorship and not censorship because I clam up when I am worried. Not iternalize, but protect my uneasieness from others. I don't want Mom to worry.

So I was laying low waiting for my MRI scan results, which I thought was going to take another week, but the Doc had the results fresh off the presses that morning. I had a radiation treatment in my over my hips but there is still growth. Luckily not significant growth and I am blessed with a mixed message.

What I am also glad for is that the results set my doctor in action and can not take a wait and see approach to the chemotherapy. The tumor markers are active and time to change up the routine. I have to fill in a daily diary or date, dose, how I feel circling good or not so good and any  side effects in code form d for diarhea etc. then a place for your actions and wishes.

What do you fill in for wishes? that it works? any ideas?  Leave it to Roche to think of this day book.